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Tuesday, March 30, 2004

breaking every rule ive ever made`


just felt like blogging. okies gna just blog in para just for today. i have this feeling agn. it's like back. im missing cj like hell. i dont knw why also. it's kinda wierd. i mean 2 weeks alr i shld have been over it alr but i aint. i miss all my lectures and tutorials where we'd bully the tchers. or where me and my fwens will just gossip or spot some eyecandy. pass notes ard, slack, stone or slp. i miss getting locked out of class, unintentionally la. it was like the whole class was like waiting for the next person to come who might have the key. in the end, the key was in class but the damn door was locked. it was hilarious. i miss seeing nick do stupidd stuff, classmates playing dai dee during break. i miss ms cheng ! she and her econs lect is like watching a comedy. always filled with laughter. i miss ponning lects and chi lessons. just sitting at the grand stand, enjoying the nicee cool breeze. or sitting in the canteen and running away whn the tcher comes to find us. haiis. i miss break where id hear suyee, jus and lyd sprout some stupidd but rli hilarious nonsense. all their horny corny stuff said to the bare details that made it superr funny. i miss jus showing her attitude and laughing her head off at mine and saying "dont give me that face." i miss seeing jus squirm at lyd's "hey gal!" haha. surprisingly i miss all the teasing also. me teasing them and vice versa. i miss seeing pple ard. esp my fwens "crushes". haha. seeing them getting so excited. calling my fwen's name out whenever theyre ard to make it superr obvious. sabo-ing for the pure sake of fun. no evil intentions. of cus pple did it to me also. all for fun. i miss canoeing like hell. all my nicee seniors. i miss crashing choir also. like hell yes. i miss everything. even to the canteen food. supposedly one of the most horrible among the jcs. but i still miss the cai fan, the yong tau foo and the malay rice. they taste rli good okayy. i miss gathering at the quadrangle for assembly. even hearing the sch song "we're heirs (ass) of a glorious kingdom .. " which was like the constant joke. i miss being late for sch. i even miss dentention. the thurs detention tcher is like superr nice manns. seriously, you shld also see the dares we play. it is like cj is a superr fun sch lor. but the pple there do study. they study and have fun at the same time. haiis. i miss everything abt cj.

it's just wierd. i nv thought that i could be so attached to a place just by being in it for three months. it's like too short a time isnt it ? i dont knw. seriously i nv thought much of cj till i went into it. it was like when i was in st nicks, i always thought (like many do) "pple who go that sch must be nv study hard enough." but it aint the case rli. i guess you have to get into the place before you see what it is all about yes ? but now everything is just memories. living in the past is bad. haha. but it's been great. im rli glad that cj has been part of my life. once agn, i miss 1T19! and i knw there are many others who share the same feeling as me too. haha. err can use the saying bu zai hu tian chang di jiu, zhi zai hu cheng jing yong you ? haha. pardon my chi. dont knw la. all i knw is that treasure the times you have now cos time pass very fast and we dont notice it. and by the time we do .. it might be too late and all we left are memories. great ones. (:

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